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Science Lead Lindsy Vaelor
Science Lead Lindsy Vaelor
Four Cases - Part 2
She put the carved figure on the small shelf beside the bead string. She put the navigation cloth in the top drawer of the desk where she could not see it but could reach it. She propped the photograph against the base of the shelf where it was visible from the mat position.

Then she stood in the middle of the room again and looked at all of it.

It was hers. The way a space became yours was not through time exactly, it was through the placement of specific objects in positions that made sense only to you, and she had done that and the room had shifted accordingly from a Deck 2 quarters on a privateer vessel into the particular space that was Lindsy Vaelor's quarters on the CL Dutchman.

She sat down on the edge of the bed.

It was as good as it looked which she had expected and which was still somehow more than she had been prepared for after ten days on a bunk on Deck 3 that had been perfectly adequate and that she was not going to miss. She put her hands flat on the cover and looked at the viewport above the desk and at the planet turning below in its slow indifferent orbit and thought about the morning and the ready room and the role that had come with the quarters and the conversation that had preceded both of them by approximately nine hours.

She thought about what it meant to be on Deck 2 now, command adjacent, close to the bridge and the ready room and the captain's quarters in the opposite corridor, and about the small fact that the arrangement of those things was different from what it had been yesterday and that she had made a series of decisions that had produced that difference and that she did not regret any of them.

She lay back on the bed and looked at the ceiling and let the ship hum around her for a moment, the new frequency of the core that she had learned to read the way she read most things, by listening until it told her what it was doing rather than what it was supposed to be doing.

The Dutchman sounded good.

She sounded like a ship that was becoming something, the way ships did when the right crew found each other and the systems were running clean and the direction was set and there was somewhere worth going at the end of the route.

Lindsy looked at the ceiling and thought that she had been navigating toward something like this for longer than she had let herself admit and that arriving at it felt less like a destination and more like the beginning of an approach, the moment when you could see where you were going clearly enough to start committing to the course.

She sat up.

She had a shift in three hours and a Gatrao route to finalize and a command liaison role to begin learning and a meditation practice that was going to work considerably better with a proper viewport and a room she did not have to share.

She unfolded the meditation mat to its full length in front of the viewport and sat down on it and formed the Vaelor Seal and looked at New Ferenginar through the viewport and breathed in the way her grandmother had taught her, four counts in, pause, six counts out, and let the room settle around her into something that was starting to feel like home.

The ship kept its orbit.

The planet kept its turn.

Lindsy sat in the particular stillness of someone who had arrived somewhere and knew it and was not in any hurry to move on.

She had the route. She had the ship. She had the room with her own bed and the viewport and the two chairs angled toward each other.

She had, she thought, made several very good navigational decisions in the last twenty four hours.

She kept breathing and let the thought go the way the practice asked her to let thoughts go and sat in the stillness and the ship hummed around her and the evening began its slow approach and she was exactly where she was supposed to be.
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